God.... continue giving me the strength I need....

at this point I've given up

Alright I told my self i'm not going to be a sad sap but just a realization of myself throughout the past few days/ years. I realized I'm not smart or cultured in any sort of fashion and that the gifts I possess are limited. I can encourage and connect with people making them know that I care. I've come to terms that I don't know anything to well. I will always know people who's ability to do whatever will for sure put me to shame if I attempted such a task. Either it be a discussion about pastors or a basic discussion about grammar I will never be able to keep up. At the thought of this I was rather depressed and couldn't really stand the sight of myself until I realized that there was a bigger picture behind all this. Though I don't know any going on in my life I do have the gift of encouragement. I would like to be able to chime into history conversation or politics stuff but eh. So in the end I say God use me as I am for I come no other way. As much as it eats me up inside... I don't know what to say... possibly haven't come to terms with it.... but hopefully on my way...